a self torture story

red ants torture me

fun in my garage

torture sentence from Master Dan For being a stupid pain slut.

torture by ejecting hot tap water deep into my womb.

Story of the first meeting with the sadistic farmer # 1 This middle 60s widowed farmer contacted me about my ant self torture story. In our correspondence back and forth he had told me about his late wife and how she was also a pain slut like me. They had no children but had they fantastic highly sexual marriage. She was very submissive and always pushed him farther and farther into her S&M fantasies. The more sexual pain he gave her the more she wanted in order to have her pain induced orgasms. He had a barn that he had made all kinds of apparatus to secure her on so he could whip, cane and impale her with all sorts of objects. He told me the more brutal the better she came. Through the years he introduced all kinds of animals for her to make with. So when he found me through one of my stories he found a possible replacement for his late wife. And I have played out a lot of my sick fantasies spending weekends at his farm being his new pain slut whore

this story is based upon my one trip to the horse farm that prior to my trip there the farmer and myself had discussed about a extreme sentence of torture of my worthless useless body that I have carried for many years it wanted to have him perform on me.

My own invention of a whipping fan to use in a new sentence of torture

I had the Master Farmer carried out of a sentence of Crucifixion at the farm barn on my pain slut body

a nice Saturday at the master farmer's farm where he carried out a sentence of belly riding under my favorite black stallion. This time we left the paddock and spent the day out in the fields.

this is another story of one of my trips to the horse farm recently on a snowy cold Saturday.

A trip to live out a long-held fantasy of being a white prostitute. For my Black Pimp friend that found me on this site The story is a actual letter I sent to one of my other cyber-Masters about this weekend adventure and fantasy fulfillment.

Saturday 03/22/2005 At the farm for new adventure with a real live stud bull . Something I can Scratch off my bucket list. Well master, my Saturday morning started out as usual. I got up took a long enema the flush out my bowels. Then gave myself a good douche to make sure that hole clean. then took a shower and dried off and then inserted the torture dildo deep into me so it would start stretching my cervix. I have gotten to where I can insert that 14-inch wooden spike deep in the me so my outer cunt lips will close over the end and keep it embedded in me. Then it was on to the 3-inch-wide butt plug for my ass. Once those were installed, I put on my lightweight raincoat and slip Ons and proceeded to my car to drive to the farm. As I was driving to the farm, I was continuously thinking about what was going to happen to me today. This will be the second time that I am going to try to have a stud bull use my human female cunt to enjoy himself in and do his best to inseminate me like he would a heifer. the first time the farmer and I tried to have the bull mount me was a disaster. When I got to the farm as usual, I got out. Took my coat off. Then took my shoes off and now being nude, I put all that i took off on my front seat and walked to the barn and slid the barn door open to find my master farmer waiting for me. Without being asked I dropped to my knees on the dirty earthen floor pulled my Masters zipper down pulled out his fat long cock and commence to deep throat him till he exploded down into my stomach for my first sperm load of the day. It felt good on empty stomach, for I did not eat that morning. We then walked to the center of the barn where the apparatus is that we use for me to get fucked by the donkey and the two horses. But master this time had made a small bench type with 4 inch wheels on all four legs. There was no cushions on this bench at my request I didn't want it to be comfortable. It had to 3 foot two by fours that were attached to hinges at the end side so my legs would be secured and spread wide as my ass hung over the edge of the bench. It had a wide scrap that would be buckled under my tits so I couldn't move my body left or right or forward or backward. My arms were fastened down to the legs of the bench. With that already As I was standing there in anticipation of what I was about to do, the farmer went out and got this huge bull with short horns. he brought him over to where the rolling bench was located. In his hand he had a rag that was soaked in some solution in a 3-pound coffee can. That was heifer cunt secretions. This was put under the nostrils of the bull and while I was down on my knees massaging his testicles he started to harden. This Set off in no time I was Grabbing a stiff cock of the bull, and I was amazed how it just kept growing and growing. I just had to get down under the bull and take his cock head into my mouth to taste him and get him even harder. that was extremely hard to do because this cock was about as thick as the black stallion's cock. I would say maybe a little larger. I couldn't wait to feel my cunt and uterus get impaled by this animal. I told the farmer that I'm ready to be used by the bull. He came up to me reached down and open my lips of my whore cunt and pulled the wooden spike out of its home. He then pulled the butt plug out of my ass. He then ordered me to get down on my back with my ass at the end of the rolling bench. He then asked me if I was ready to take this huge animal cock into me. I just said yes master I'm more than ready to give that bull more pleasure than he's ever had. The farmer then started to secure that large belt around my core under my tits then my arms to the sides. And finally spreading the 2"x4" outriggers to secure my legs wide. Then he took a large jar of Vaseline and put it on his hand and showed his hole hand into my cunt up past his wrist and with extended fingers put some Vaseline in my stretched/torn cervix that was already stretched from the torture spike I wore this morning. Now I was ready, he brought that rag to the Bulls nostrils, and he bellowed and then the master brought him where he was overtopped of the bench. The farmer had perfect measurements that the bull would be over me while I was lying on the bench secured. He directed the huge bull cock to my greased-up cunt hole and started him in. I immediately realized just how large he was. As he felt the warmth of my hole he rammed forward and sent about 12 inches into me on one shove. Of course, it was a tight squeeze, but he got through my cervix and was well on his way to penetrating my uterus till he hit the back of it and could not go any further. On the second shove he was as deep as any other animal that has used me. I could see the outline of the bull's cock from where my mound was all away to about 3 inch above my belly button. Once the bowl felt he was seated he commenced to ram me. The wheels on the cart started to allow the car to roll back and the farmer asked me if I'd like for him to lock the wheels so I would feel each plunge into me and I told him yes, I want him as deep as he can go and make it hurt so I could have my pain induced orgasms. I was amazed how much stamina this bull had. He continuously rammed with no regard for how I was feeling. I was organizing like nobody's business and kept looking down at my stomach and seeing it rise and fall as the cock was pushed in and out of me. I was amazed how it kept going deeper and deeper into my body and left a telltale track for me to follow above my belly button. I lost time but it seems like it was at least 18 to 20 min. that this beast used my body. But all good things must come to an end and with one huge shove the bull unloaded his hot bull sperm deep into me. I might actually be seeing things, but I swear just under my ribs I could see a bump under the skin. Wishful thinking on me I guess because I imagine that was his huge sperm load pouring in me and being trapped in the back of my uterus. The farmer had told me that if the stud bull can shoot as much as three cupsful of sperm in one breeding. He stayed locked into me for about 10 min. more as he savored the breeding, he just gave me. It was delightful to feel him pulsating deep inside my body. I can almost feel his heart beating through his pulsating cock head. But unfortunately, all things must come to an end and the bull was taken off of me. It took the farmer a little bit to pull the huge cock out of me but once it did, I was surprised that not much sperm escaped my enlarged hole. its so farmer took him out of the barn and came in and told me since I'm flying there he might as well use me to. He said let's see how that pain slut cunt feels after a huge bull just used it. He immediately plunged in the me and started to work me hard. He was commenting that he could barely feel my walls of my whore cunt and also, I was so slippery with both the leftover dazzling and the bull semen that was injected into me. I told him "Master I can barely feel you also". It's almost like after the stallions get done using me. But I'll be back to normal in a day or two. You should've used me before the bull took me then I would be tighter for you. Even though he was fucking my huge stretched out cunt hole, he still orgasmed and sent his sperm in to mingle with the Bulls semen. After the farmer used me, he unfastened me from the rolling bench and as he helped me stand up that's when I found out just how much sperm the bull injected into my uterus. It just kept running out of my spread, stretched inner and outer cunt lips. I spread my legs so it would pool up on the barn floor. I stayed in that position slightly squatting so, I would be completely drained out all the sperm from both the bull and my master. My master said were not through yet, we have the donkey and the two stallions that need to be worked and drained of their hot sperm. So, I walked over to the apparatus allowed my master to secure me in the apparatus and ready me for the next three animal cock to use my body for their pleasure. I took the donkey cock easily as I was still stretched from that massive bull cock. It wasn't long he was inseminating me with his hot donkey sperm. He was taken off and put away then the farmer brought the sable horse to me. the same procedure happened and before long I had that horse sperm in me also. Then it was on to my big boy, my favorite the Black stallion. After he had his way with me and tried to inseminate me with his sperm the farmer put him away and came back to unsecure me. I was a little wobbly when I got up standing and of course sperm was flowing again out of my well used well stretched reddened cunt hole. I commented to the farmer that we should have caught that sperm running out of me into a container, so I had some warm sperm to drink. I would have loved to drink the bull semen. Well, that was it for my day at the farm. I asked the farmer if he wanted to use my ass before I left, and he told me let's see, get down and deep throat me to get it hard and if you do, I'll use your ass to dump my last load into. But remember it will have to take a little bit more time in order to cum because you took two of my loads already. After I had his last sperm load injected deep in my bowels, I was on my way out of the barn into my car to go home. I put my coat on, then put my slip-on shoes, then put a folded towel on my seat so the sperm that was still draining from both my whore holes would not get on my car seat. Now, I can put the act of fucking a real live Stud Bull off my bucket list. That was the end of my day. At the farm for new adventure with a Bull Is a story of what happened on a Saturday at the farm where the farmer had a real live stud Bull brought to the farm. We were to let it use me as we had discussed on the phone. I wanted to see what it would feel like to take on a live bull.